Dear Mrs. Loving,

I have been obsessed about panties, lingerie, women’s clothing and shoes since I can remember. It started when I was 10 and tried on my sister’s panties for the first time, and continues to this day when I steal my ex-wife’s panties and lingerie and wear them while I masturbate. While we were married, I wore my wife’s, her 3 sisters, her friends, cousins, aunts, and nieces panties and lingerie every chance I got.

Nothing turns me on more than slipping into sexy, matching bra and panties, stockings, garters, high heels, and sniffing a pair of soiled panties while I masturbate.

I love your site! I get so incredibly turned on at the thought of a goddess like yourself dressing me up and turning me into a little sissy whore. I want to crawl to you on my hands and knees, kissing and licking your beautiful feet and obeying every instruction you give me. I realize that being a sissy slave is what I truly need to be, and the irony in how truly liberating that is for me.

More than anything I desire to be in one of your movies. To be taught and nurtured by you, yet at the same time expose by deepest desires.

I am on the West Coast, so San Fran is very accessible for me. I also realize you are very busy, so please let me know firstly if you would consider me, and secondly, when you may have some time to get together.

Many thanks for everything that you do!
Here’s some pictures of me.

Karen.

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Mrs. Loving,
 
I stumbled upon your beautiful website, and watching your videos, it is clear you are special. Your understanding, empathy and expertise guiding sissies like myself into fulfillment is rare, and applauded.
 
My first experience was at age 12 sliding on my mother’s discarded nylon stockings.  This progressed into having my very first orgasm while wearing stockings, and having one tied around my cock.  To this day, this remains a favorite way to cum.
 
This progressed into years of secret dressing and purging.  Years later I was married, and kept my secret.  After the dawning of the internet age, and information on crossdressing, and a key full transformation experience, I shared myself with my wife.
 
Unfortunately, she barely acknowledges my feminine side, and is not supportive.  One of my dreams is to eventually find a woman that both understands and supports my sissyness, and who would enjoy, and yes play with Gina, my alter ego. For years, I have also considered full time expression of femininity.
 
To me, the ideal life would be as a sissy maid, in service to a loving wife.  And, I would be in chastity, except for her pleasures.  The relationship would be public, and mutual devotion total.  I would be relieved of financial worries, and focused on her pleasure, care and needs.
 
So, thank you so much for your approach, and sharing.  Perhaps someday I can visit you in San Francisco, that would be simply divine.
 
Please keep up your valuable work!
 
blessings,
 
gina

Dear Gina,
Thank you so much for your kind words about my site.  It’s lovely for me to know that you understand why I do feminization trainings.
I wish things could be better with your wife but sadly she like many women have their heart set on a certain kind of life and a crossdressing husband wasn’t part of the dream.  Other women, embrace their sissy husband with love, support and help with make up.  They are very rare.  
It seems to me that if you desire to transition and live as a woman then you’ll need to be in a relationship that will encourage and support you.  Transition can be a glorious experience but it does have it’s difficult and tearful moments.
As to finding someone that will support you financially while you live full time in the sexual ecstasy of being a french maid I think that might be asking for a tiny bit to much.

Wishing you a peaceful relaxed transition,

Mrs Loving

Hello Mrs. Loving,

I had great week as I found you website.  I don’t believe I have ever been to a site that come’s across as such an expert.  Many sites are filled with Dom’s and force, which is great if that is your thing, but let’s face it, the sissies I have known or corresponded with do not need a whip or chain to wear panties or dress up completely. They need understanding and compassion and then the sissy will develop.  Anyway that’s what I see with you and I want to thank you for it.

My sissy name is Diane. I live in Los Angeles and rarely make it to San Francisco, but maybe some day I can be trained by you.  A little about my self based on the questions from your site

When did you first feel like a sissy?  

This happened at around 7 or 8 years old.  My father, who I was very close to (Daddy’s girl Was a very macho man.  I on the other hand was skinny, a bit emotional and at about this age, I lost my first fight with the neighbor kid.  My Dad was  disappointed and said that I was a sissy.  At 10 years old, I tried out for a little league baseball team.  The couch eventually cut me from the team, along with three others.  He said that I threw a baseball like a girl. After that I began to think I might be a sissy.

What were the first sissy clothes you wore?
Well that would be Mom’s panties at first, then I got more brave and when left alone for a good period of time, I put on her bra, pantyhose, and girdle.  I will never forget the feeling, walking around the house swishing my hips and looking in the mirror and being introduced to my “Girl Self”.  I was hooked.

What does it feel like to know you’re a sissy?

I have had some guilt with that, but as I get older and with the benefit of the internet and how it has opened up so much information on crossdressers/sissies, I now feel very comfortable with it. I now feel forturnate to be able to feel my feminine side.

 What are your deepest sissy desires and needs?

Being excepted and treated like a girl. To have someone understand and help me nourish my inner sissy.

What are your sissy sexual fantasies and dreams.

My greatest sissy sexual fantasy is to be dressed in beautiful lingerie and be taken by an understanding man.  A man who is gentle but in control. I have dreams of being trained to suck his cock just as he likes and also being fucked.  

Thanks for your site and hope to hear from you

Love,

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Dearest Sissy,
I’m so grateful for your email.  You understand so clearly me and my mission.  I seek to not only feminize but to increase self esteem and good feelings about being a sissy.  Compassion, understanding and encouragement of sissyhood is my greatest joy.
May your sissy self expand your own heart and increase your compassion and caring of others.
Thank you so much for answering my questions.  I’ll put them on my blog for others to see and learn from.
Please write every once in awhile and let me know more of your sissy thoughts and dreams.

May all your sissy dreams come true,

Mrs Loving

Dear Mrs Loving,

HI my name is Candy and I have been wearing panties since I was about 12 yrs old. It all started with my step mother’s nice and silky and very sexy lacy ones. When she found some of her panties in my laundry basket she said it was ok for me to wear them. We had a live in nanny who did our laundry and she would wash them for me.

I soon began to take girls panties from there homes when I went to vist family and friends. I used to wrap them round my cock and masturbate into them it felt so good when I came in them. I just feel so good and sexy and even a bit perverted in panties but I love them.

I think the first time that I sniffed the crotch and licked a soiled pair was when I was about 16 or 17 they belonged to one of the maids and did i get turned on. So now every chance I get to steal a dirty pair of panties I do.

The person whose panties I love to put over my face while I masturbate belong to my sister in law i just can not get enough of her taste or smell. My wife found out about my use of her sisters panties and of course was not happy. I so want to ask my sister in law to give me her dirty panties but my wife says No. I’m getting wet just writing this. Where are you located? I would love to be trained by you.

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On Aug 19, 2009, at 5:53 AM,

Dear Mrs. Loving,
I have been dressing a a girl for three years now. I own no boys clothes, just girls clothes. Of course my mom knows, and encourages me as her daughter
My problem is this:
Yesterday, mom told me that she has made an appointment for me to have a complete girls physical examination next Tues. Not a full gynocological exam, mind you, but just a routine girls check up. I am very nervous about this, because I don’t know what to expect.
Mon said not to worry, all girls and ladies have had this done. She added that she will try to have a woman doctor examine me, to reduce my embarrassment, and that she would accompany me into the exam room, and hold my hand if it made me feel better. I am still scared.
What should I wear?
What will be done to me?
Will this hurt?
Will I really have to pee in front of a nurse?
Will the female staff know that I am a sissy?
Do I have to be naked?
 
I would greatly appreciate your comments, and advice, since I have never had this done before, and am very nervous.
 
Thank you
 
Sissy Stephanie

 On Aug 19, 2009, 10:09 AM

Dearest Sissy Stephanie

I think your mother knows what’s best for you.  You should do as she says and always remember that she loves you very much.  The more relaxed you are the more you can enjoy the experience.  Some sissies would be envious of you.  They would love be seen peeing by a pretty nurse.

You should wear your prettiest and frilliest sissy outfit. Be proud of your sissyhood and tell your mommy you love her and be a good girl for the doctor. Remember her hands may be a little cold.

Mrs Loving