Mrs. Loving,
 
I stumbled upon your beautiful website, and watching your videos, it is clear you are special. Your understanding, empathy and expertise guiding sissies like myself into fulfillment is rare, and applauded.
 
My first experience was at age 12 sliding on my mother’s discarded nylon stockings.  This progressed into having my very first orgasm while wearing stockings, and having one tied around my cock.  To this day, this remains a favorite way to cum.
 
This progressed into years of secret dressing and purging.  Years later I was married, and kept my secret.  After the dawning of the internet age, and information on crossdressing, and a key full transformation experience, I shared myself with my wife.
 
Unfortunately, she barely acknowledges my feminine side, and is not supportive.  One of my dreams is to eventually find a woman that both understands and supports my sissyness, and who would enjoy, and yes play with Gina, my alter ego. For years, I have also considered full time expression of femininity.
 
To me, the ideal life would be as a sissy maid, in service to a loving wife.  And, I would be in chastity, except for her pleasures.  The relationship would be public, and mutual devotion total.  I would be relieved of financial worries, and focused on her pleasure, care and needs.
 
So, thank you so much for your approach, and sharing.  Perhaps someday I can visit you in San Francisco, that would be simply divine.
 
Please keep up your valuable work!
 
blessings,
 
gina

Dear Gina,
Thank you so much for your kind words about my site.  It’s lovely for me to know that you understand why I do feminization trainings.
I wish things could be better with your wife but sadly she like many women have their heart set on a certain kind of life and a crossdressing husband wasn’t part of the dream.  Other women, embrace their sissy husband with love, support and help with make up.  They are very rare.  
It seems to me that if you desire to transition and live as a woman then you’ll need to be in a relationship that will encourage and support you.  Transition can be a glorious experience but it does have it’s difficult and tearful moments.
As to finding someone that will support you financially while you live full time in the sexual ecstasy of being a french maid I think that might be asking for a tiny bit to much.

Wishing you a peaceful relaxed transition,

Mrs Loving

Hello Mrs. Loving,

I had great week as I found you website.  I don’t believe I have ever been to a site that come’s across as such an expert.  Many sites are filled with Dom’s and force, which is great if that is your thing, but let’s face it, the sissies I have known or corresponded with do not need a whip or chain to wear panties or dress up completely. They need understanding and compassion and then the sissy will develop.  Anyway that’s what I see with you and I want to thank you for it.

My sissy name is Diane. I live in Los Angeles and rarely make it to San Francisco, but maybe some day I can be trained by you.  A little about my self based on the questions from your site

When did you first feel like a sissy?  

This happened at around 7 or 8 years old.  My father, who I was very close to (Daddy’s girl Was a very macho man.  I on the other hand was skinny, a bit emotional and at about this age, I lost my first fight with the neighbor kid.  My Dad was  disappointed and said that I was a sissy.  At 10 years old, I tried out for a little league baseball team.  The couch eventually cut me from the team, along with three others.  He said that I threw a baseball like a girl. After that I began to think I might be a sissy.

What were the first sissy clothes you wore?
Well that would be Mom’s panties at first, then I got more brave and when left alone for a good period of time, I put on her bra, pantyhose, and girdle.  I will never forget the feeling, walking around the house swishing my hips and looking in the mirror and being introduced to my “Girl Self”.  I was hooked.

What does it feel like to know you’re a sissy?

I have had some guilt with that, but as I get older and with the benefit of the internet and how it has opened up so much information on crossdressers/sissies, I now feel very comfortable with it. I now feel forturnate to be able to feel my feminine side.

 What are your deepest sissy desires and needs?

Being excepted and treated like a girl. To have someone understand and help me nourish my inner sissy.

What are your sissy sexual fantasies and dreams.

My greatest sissy sexual fantasy is to be dressed in beautiful lingerie and be taken by an understanding man.  A man who is gentle but in control. I have dreams of being trained to suck his cock just as he likes and also being fucked.  

Thanks for your site and hope to hear from you

Love,

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Dearest Sissy,
I’m so grateful for your email.  You understand so clearly me and my mission.  I seek to not only feminize but to increase self esteem and good feelings about being a sissy.  Compassion, understanding and encouragement of sissyhood is my greatest joy.
May your sissy self expand your own heart and increase your compassion and caring of others.
Thank you so much for answering my questions.  I’ll put them on my blog for others to see and learn from.
Please write every once in awhile and let me know more of your sissy thoughts and dreams.

May all your sissy dreams come true,

Mrs Loving