This is from one of our members
Dear Mrs Loving
I am sitting here in my pink panties with bow, aqua top with black silk bralette…yoga pants and white sandals. I was visiting your site and wanted to respond to your request regarding my journey.
It all started when I was thirteen and was babysitting for a neighbour. I was in puberty and used to look at all the catalogues (sears, etc.). I would look at the pictures of woman in dresses…lingerie…slips..bras..panties and I would get so hard. I would relieve myself and it felt good. As time went on, I decided to peek into her drawers and low and behold I found the same silky panties that I was looking at in these catalogues. Oh..it felt so good next to my skin and I would once again relieve myself, carefully replacing the panties.
This secret started to feel good…I do not know where the urge came from but it was there. Next I tried on the panties…found the matching bra…oh the fabric felt so good against my skin. Why not put on pantyhose..hey the slip is made of similar material, it felt great. I was heaven when wearing the pantyhose and the slip…gliding across the floor. Let’s see what is in the closet…as I got bolder. I would start wearing her dresses and shoes. Each time, relieving my urges. I did not understand but I truly enjoyed the feeling. i would look at myself in the bathroom mirror and i was pretty.
From here, I started to crave the dressing. My mom looked after some apartments and had a master key to all the units. I was really bold and would find out who was away and I would sneak in and go through the drawers and closets dressing up in their clothes and of course relieving myself. Dresses…slips…bras…panties…nylons…sheer heaven. there was no control…I felt the urge everyday. When could I dress again.
The most bizarre thing was at any moment I wanted to be caught. The sissy in the headlights…hoping she would understand and nurture me. Allow me to pleasure her as well as me by dressing me as a girl. I knew who I was and needed a mistress to share my feelings. i wanted every woman who I was in her bedroom to catch me and say..it is ok..come here..let me help you with that..I can make you so pretty.
I have struggled through many relationships looking to someone I could trust with my secret…someone like you. I adore what you are doing.
I have been enjoying my crossdressing sissy life for a number of years. I am not necessarily as shy as I once was. I have been to salons to have body hair waxing, manicures & pedicures (with polish), eyelash and eyebrow tinting. I go shopping for clothes including lingerie (even trying on before buying). I have a complete wardrobe including bras, panties, dresses, slips, tops, etc. I have even started on hormones to grow my breasts (want to fill out my bras naturally).
I work from home so I am dressed en femme most of the time but would rather live it full time. I have several outfits that I wear out and usually all my undergarments are en femme even though I may be wearing manly clothes on the outside.
You asked about fantasies or dreams: I want to be with a woman like you who understands what it means for me to be sissy and to share the love and enjoyment it brings in the relationship. I truly need to be a sissy full time and would make a great housewife to the right mistress. I appreciate your site and the lovely women who appreciate sissies like us.
I love the opportunity to share my experience and look forward to your most dearest response. I am most willing to share even more.
Pretty Katrina, your dearest sissy
My Dear Sissy Pretty Katrina,
Thank you for such a loving thoughtful response. Every time I receive an email like this my heart swells with tenderness. Stories like yours are precious to me. It takes courage and wisdom to share your self with me and others.
You’re introduction to the glamorous world of women’s underpinning is common to many sissies. I can’t tell you how many times my sissies tell me about first masturbating with a Sears catalog looking at the panty pages.
For many sissies the idea of getting caught is a powerful aphrodisiac. The hope in being caught is that the person that catches them will embrace and encourage them to be frilliest feminine selves. They are not only accepted as a sissies but they become the object of sexual desires and passions.
You’ve come a long way on your gender journey. Do the hormones mean that you are transiting to a woman, or would you like too?
With your permission would you please allow me to post your email on my blog. It’s important that other read this.
Thank you so much for sending this to me. If you have more to share that would be lovely.
Sweet Sissy Dreams,
Note To Readers: I have some thoughts on the how to meet the kind of women that open their arms and hearts to crossdressers and sissies. If you are interest please send me an email and let me know.
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