Dear Mrs Loving,

HI my name is Candy and I have been wearing panties since I was about 12 yrs old. It all started with my step mother’s nice and silky and very sexy lacy ones. When she found some of her panties in my laundry basket she said it was ok for me to wear them. We had a live in nanny who did our laundry and she would wash them for me.

I soon began to take girls panties from there homes when I went to vist family and friends. I used to wrap them round my cock and masturbate into them it felt so good when I came in them. I just feel so good and sexy and even a bit perverted in panties but I love them.

I think the first time that I sniffed the crotch and licked a soiled pair was when I was about 16 or 17 they belonged to one of the maids and did i get turned on. So now every chance I get to steal a dirty pair of panties I do.

The person whose panties I love to put over my face while I masturbate belong to my sister in law i just can not get enough of her taste or smell. My wife found out about my use of her sisters panties and of course was not happy. I so want to ask my sister in law to give me her dirty panties but my wife says No. I’m getting wet just writing this. Where are you located? I would love to be trained by you.

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On Aug 19, 2009, at 5:53 AM,

Dear Mrs. Loving,
I have been dressing a a girl for three years now. I own no boys clothes, just girls clothes. Of course my mom knows, and encourages me as her daughter
My problem is this:
Yesterday, mom told me that she has made an appointment for me to have a complete girls physical examination next Tues. Not a full gynocological exam, mind you, but just a routine girls check up. I am very nervous about this, because I don’t know what to expect.
Mon said not to worry, all girls and ladies have had this done. She added that she will try to have a woman doctor examine me, to reduce my embarrassment, and that she would accompany me into the exam room, and hold my hand if it made me feel better. I am still scared.
What should I wear?
What will be done to me?
Will this hurt?
Will I really have to pee in front of a nurse?
Will the female staff know that I am a sissy?
Do I have to be naked?
 
I would greatly appreciate your comments, and advice, since I have never had this done before, and am very nervous.
 
Thank you
 
Sissy Stephanie

 On Aug 19, 2009, 10:09 AM

Dearest Sissy Stephanie

I think your mother knows what’s best for you.  You should do as she says and always remember that she loves you very much.  The more relaxed you are the more you can enjoy the experience.  Some sissies would be envious of you.  They would love be seen peeing by a pretty nurse.

You should wear your prettiest and frilliest sissy outfit. Be proud of your sissyhood and tell your mommy you love her and be a good girl for the doctor. Remember her hands may be a little cold.

Mrs Loving

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Dear Mrs. Loving,

Thank you so much for your reply. I hope you don’t mind if I write a little and share some thoughts. I’m sure you’re busy but you did ask for comments and to write to you on your webpage with our thoughts and feelings. You already seem to understand some of my thoughts and that is very reassuring to me. My girlfriend seems to know that I have had these tendancies to serve and please her and that’s why she’s been encouraging me and reassuring me too. She talks about it being liberating and peaceful for me just as you have said, if I give in to my deepest desires and long-held secrets.

She tells me how wonderful it is to be a woman and how soft, soothing and feminine I will feel in panties and stockings and wearing nighties to bed. You wrote: “Start right now to be extra kind and sweet to her. Do things that will please her. Offer to give her a massage. She’ll love you for it and as her sissy you will want to please her as much as possible.”  I do feel this way and I have been very attentive to her needs. I give her a nightly foot massage and lotion her feet and it feels like it’s for my pleasure when I do it. She doesn’t even ask, I just feel it’s my place and she lovingly places her feet in my lap and I know instinctively what I am supposed to do.  She tells me, “This is the way it’s supposed to be,” and that “I’m a good boy and she’s very proud of me.”  I get so tingly when she talks to me like that. At the same time I still have my “manly urges” and seem to want to protect that too, so I get confused about it.

I am more excited than ever when I fantasize about my “sissy life” with her but I get nervous about it too. I have never really masturbated in front of a woman before but she says “sissies are masturbators,” and lately she’s been encouranging me to become a “good little masturbator” for her and after I have pleasured her orally she doesn’t touch me but instead has me kneel and masturbate as I look at her body. I get embarrassed but at the same time it kind of feels right that a woman’s body should be worshipped and I should show her how much I appreciate her body by masturbating instead of trying to penetrate her pussy.  Does this make any sense?  I hope I haven’t rambled on too long and you’ll offer me your thoughts again when you have time.

Thank you, Mrs. Loving.
 

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 Sunday

Dear Mrs Loving,

I just wanted to write and tell you (like so many others I’m sure) what a fantastic lady you are.  You seem to know exactly the sissy and feminization fantasies we have. It’s like you are in our minds.
  I am a 36 year cd who adores being dressed in silky panties, stockings and skirts.  I live in a the very repressed part of Washington, so seeing your site really lifted my spirit.  I also am a construction worker, so my secret and fantasies are kept to myself..  
  The very first time as a child when I saw a pair of satin panties on a woman in a movie I was hooked.  The very first time I tried a pair on secretly in my bed I squirted them in them almost the instant the satin touched my sissy cock.
  I’m sure you get this but if you are ever in need of someone to feminize it would be a real treat for me.  I would even be willing to be filmed.
  Thank you again!  Please keep it up! (the photo is of me)

Satin Sissy

Tuesday

Dear Satin Sissy,

My goodness, you are very handsome and I, imagine very cute in a pair of satin panties. Thank you so much for the email. It’s lovely knowing that seeing my site has lifted your spirits. I can’t think of anything more wonderful.

I would love to feminize you if you ever come to San Francisco. It would be fun seeing you prance about in front of me in your pretty panties, all nice and hard for Mrs loving. Send an email well in advance and we can plan a movie together.

It’s a sure sign that you’re a sissy when you squirt the first time you put on a pair of satin panties.   You’re definitely ready for the next step in your feminization process.

Mrs Loving

Tuesday

Dear Mrs Loving,

Yes, of course you may post my my email.  I am glad that others would enjoy it too.

I am going to make a trip out there right after Thanksgiving.  It would be a real treat for me to be feminized and on display for you.  I’m not sure the bulge in my panties would ever go away.  I am actually going to become a member of your site this week as well.

I will let you know exactly the dates I will be there when I get it nailed down.  If there are times you are unavailable (last week of Nov. or first week of Dec.) please let me know.
Your’s
Satin sissy
I’m giggling like a little girl at the thought!

Wednesday

Dear Satin Sissy,

How exciting that you’ll be coming to visit me.  We will both have a wonderful time dressing you up to a pretty, pretty girls.  I have just the outfit for you.

You’ll need to sign a model release form and agree that your face can be seen.  Once we have business out of the way the camera will be turned on and the feminization session will begin.  

If your experience is like that of the other sissies I’ve feminized you’ll find your self immersed in the fog of pink satin and throbbing clitties.  You will never be the same again.  For ever and ever you will always carry with you the sweet sissy magic we created together.  For ever and ever you will harden remembering  the touch my soft hands and teasing fingers.

Mrs Loving 

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Friday

Dear Mrs Loving
I am sitting here in my pink panties with bow, aqua top with black silk bralette…yoga pants and white sandals. I was visiting your site and wanted to respond to your request regarding my journey.

It all started when I was thirteen and was babysitting for a neighbour. I was in puberty and used to look at all the catalogues (sears, etc.). I would look at the pictures of woman in dresses…lingerie…slips..bras..panties and I would get so hard. I would relieve myself and it felt good. As time went on, I decided to peek into her drawers and low and behold I found the same silky panties that I was looking at in these catalogues. Oh..it felt so good next to my skin and I would once again relieve myself, carefully replacing the panties.

This secret started to feel good…I do not know where the urge came from but it was there. Next I tried on the panties…found the matching bra…oh the fabric felt so good against my skin. Why not put on pantyhose..hey the slip is made of similar material, it felt great. I was heaven when wearing the pantyhose and the slip…gliding across the floor. Let’s see what is in the closet…as I got bolder. I would start wearing her dresses and shoes. Each time, relieving my urges. I did not understand but I truly enjoyed the feeling. i would look at myself in the bathroom mirror and i was pretty.

From here, I started to crave the dressing. My mom looked after some apartments and had a master key to all the units. I was really bold and would find out who was away and I would sneak in and go through the drawers and closets dressing up in their clothes and of course relieving myself. Dresses…slips…bras…panties…nylons…sheer heaven. there was no control…I felt the urge everyday. When could I dress again.

The most bizarre thing was at any moment I wanted to be caught. The sissy in the headlights…hoping she would understand and nurture me. Allow me to pleasure her as well as me by dressing me as a girl. I knew who I was and needed a mistress to share my feelings. i wanted every woman who I was in her bedroom to catch me and say..it is ok..come here..let me help you with that..I can make you so pretty.

I have struggled through many relationships looking to someone I could trust with my secret…someone like you. I adore what you are doing.

I have been enjoying my crossdressing sissy life for a number of years. I am not necessarily as shy as I once was. I have been to salons to have body hair waxing, manicures & pedicures (with polish), eyelash and eyebrow tinting. I go shopping for clothes including lingerie (even trying on before buying). I have a complete wardrobe including bras, panties, dresses, slips, tops, etc. I have even started on hormones to grow my breasts (want to fill out my bras naturally).

I work from home so I am dressed en femme most of the time but would rather live it full time. I have several outfits that I wear out and usually all my undergarments are en femme even though I may be wearing manly clothes on the outside.

You asked about fantasies or dreams: I want to be with a woman like you who understands what it means for me to be sissy and to share the love and enjoyment it brings in the relationship. I truly need to be a sissy full time and would make a great housewife to the right mistress. I appreciate your site and the lovely women who appreciate sissies like us.

I love the opportunity to share my experience and look forward to your most dearest response. I am most willing to share even more.

Sincerely,

Pretty Katrina, your dearest sissy

Monday

My Dear Sissy Pretty Katrina,
Thank you for such a loving thoughtful response. Every time I receive an email like this my heart swells with tenderness. Stories like yours are precious to me. It takes courage and wisdom to share your self with me  and others.

You’re introduction to the glamorous world of women’s underpinning is common to many sissies. I can’t tell you how many times my sissies tell me about first masturbating with a Sears catalog looking at the panty pages.
For many sissies the idea of getting caught is a powerful aphrodisiac. The hope in being caught is that the person that catches them will embrace and encourage them to be frilliest feminine selves.  They are not only accepted as a sissies but they become the object of sexual desires and passions.   

You’ve come a long way on your gender journey. Do the hormones mean that you are transiting to a woman, or would you like too?
With your permission would you please allow me to post your email on my blog. It’s important that other read this.
Thank you so much for sending this to me. If you have more to share that would be lovely.

Sweet Sissy Dreams,
Mrs Loving

Note To Readers:  I have some thoughts on the how to meet the kind of women that  open their arms and hearts to crossdressers and sissies.  If you are interest please send me an email and let me know.

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August 15, 2009

Dear Mrs. Loving,
 
I feel nervous even writing to you but I’ve been reading your blog and looking at the pictures and some of your video clips. You have such a mesmerizing effect the way you talk and write. I’m over 54 years old and my girlfriend is 41.  She is actually encouraging me to “crossdress” and allow her to be my “Loving Dominant” for me and I would be her submissive, but I feel very embarrassed, ashamed and nervous about it, yet I know I have had “sissy-feelings” for a very long time.  Would you have any suggestions or ideas for her, me or us?  I do get excited reading your blog and even reading about the “affirmations.”  Thank you for any advice.
 
Sincerely,

Sissy Feelings

August 17, 2009
Dear Sissy Feelings

Thank you for your lovely email.  I understand that your embarrassed, ashamed and nervous.  It can be very frightening to reveal your deepest secrets to another person. But, if you love and trust your girlfriend then sharing all of your self with her will only deepen the love and caring you already have.  It will be freeing and liberating for you.  You’ll find your self being happy with no reason at all.
She seems to have her arms open and is ready to receive you.  The advice I have for you is to go slow and reveal your secrets and fantasies at your own speed and comfort level.  If you open your heart and tell her how embarrassed, vulnerable and tender you’re feeling she will open her arms even wider. It’s also a true expression of your inner woman.  My experience tells me that sissies need time and care before they can reveal all of their passions, desires and fantasies.  Let her know that you want to go slowly and let her know that she’s holding your heart in her hands and to please be careful with it.
Start right now to be extra kind and sweet to her.  Do things that will please her. Offer to give her a massage.  She’ll love you for it and as her sissy you will want to please her as much as possible. Be open and loving with each other and a world of bliss awaits you both.

Sweet Sissy Dreams,
Mrs Loving
 

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